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Disillusioned [Single] [2020]

by Autumn's Descent

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ABOUT THIS SONG: A form of idolatry happens when we wrap our identity up in anything other than how God sees us. Because I defined who I was by the romantic relationship I was in during my late teens / early 20's, when it fell apart, I fell apart too. This song is a cautionary tale against becoming disillusioned by wrapping our identity up in anything other than God.

A fan-favorite on radio, in clubs, and at shows since 1999, DISILLUSIONED by AUTUMN'S DESCENT has been heard in TV shows and movies all around the world in previous incarnations / recordings. Updated for the 2020 album RESCINDING DEADLETTERS, the song gets new life and, for the first time, official release as a single through all major media outlets. - AD Windblown Media Records, January 2020
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ABOUT AUTUMN'S DESCENT:

THE NAME & MESSAGE: Autumn = Fall. Descent = to fall. The subject matter of AUTUMN’S DESCENT songs focuses on the falling down and getting back up in relationships with people and God

ARTIST DESCRIPTION & HISTORY:

Founded in 1995, AUTUMN’S DESCENT started as a hard rock project with industrial overtones for multi-instrumentalist / songwriter, Asche Relesser. The music is guitar-driven with strong melodic vocals, sprinkled with electronic elements and yet, very radio-friendly. AUTUMN'S DESCENT has had several album and EP releases and, with a rotating lineup, played club & college scenes and festivals all over the United States.

The project took a hiatus from 2012-2018. During that time, Facebook and Instagram became the primary social media tools. AUTUMN'S DESCENT started building online presence and rebuilding its fan base in 2019.

LICENSING:
Breaking into the TV / Film/ Video Game industry in 2005, AUTUMN'S DESCENT has had songs placed in Television Shows on MTV, VH1, ABC, NBC, CBS, FOX, WB, A&E, Disney, and the NFL Channel.

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I am the scarred
But I hold the knife
I see a man I hate inside
I was her dream
But somehow it changed
Now in her eyes it was all a lie

Through my eyes the world outside is an illusion
Through my eyes you'll see inside my destitution
Through my eyes you're given rise to absolution
Through my eyes you'll see inside my disillusion

I've had it all
Yeah, I've had it made
Now I'm the one who is ashamed
I held her heart
It was in my hands
Now in her eyes it was all a lie

Through my eyes the world outside is an illusion
Through my eyes you'll see inside my destitution
Through my eyes you're given rise to absolution
Through my eyes you'll see inside my disillusion

To hold it all in the palm of my hand
Just to realize that I don't understand
The way things are and the way they seem:
A collision of views that don't agree

©1999-2020 AD Windblown Music, ASCAP. All Rights Reserved.

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released January 31, 2020
Recorded, Engineered, Mixed, & Mastered by Asche Relesser at AD Windblown Digital Studios - Indianapolis


Robert "RAMzi" McDaniel - Backing Vocals
Trampas Young - Backing Vocals
Omar Villarreal - Additional Percussion
Asche Relesser - Lead & Backing Vocals, Guitars, Bass, Synth, Drums, Programming, etc. etc. etc.

Artwork by Asche Relesser & Stephanie Osborne © AD Windblown Publishing

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Autumn's Descent Indianapolis, Indiana

Asche Relesser founded AUTUMN’S DESCENT in 1995 as a hard rock project with industrial and gothic overtones. AUTUMN'S DESCENT has had several album and EP releases and, with a rotating lineup, played club & college scenes and festivals all over the US.
AUTUMN'S DESCENT has had songs licensed in Television Shows on MTV, VH1, ABC, NBC, CBS, FOX, WB, A&E, Disney, and the NFL Channel.
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